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Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Training sucked as usual. The coach keep on saying that in order not to lose the very first match then must train real hard. And the stupid exercise which made me vomit in the past returned to haunt me once agian. The feared "Four Corners Passing Ball". Its a very tiring exercise. Must run and catch and pass the ball without stopping. Drop the ball and everyone does a punishment. Anyw... I just found out that my parents hid a lot of things from me. Like they called a person which messaged me. Who is not in my contacts. They said I offended ppl. And I said no its not...just a prank. Then they just dun believe me. They say they trust their instincts more than they trust me. Fine. Then believe wad you think. I wun bother to explain anymore. And guess wad. While Im not at home, they called that person. And I didnt even noe that till someone told me. They still havent tell me yet. I dn think they will ever tell me. Then I also wun tell them I noe they called that person. Its not fair at all. I cant even use the com to check things. Then they keep a lot of secrets from me. And warned me that they noe a lot of things which I did, just that they dun wan say. Like wtf. Fine then. Since you wan it this way, I wun tell you anyt either. They wan to noe everything I do. Why I do this way I do that. Control much of my life. Cannot this cannot that. I noe you are protective. But you noe wad. Its too much for me to accept. You hav crossed the line. I wun forget abt this. Ever. Im so disappointed in them. Why cant any of my friends be more sensitve to how I feel? Why must I tell them that Im upset and needs to be cheered then will they cheer me up? I feel sadd at sch everyday. And no one even noe abt it. Why? Why? Why? Is it really so hard to realise that Im not happy? Or its cause no one even care? No one is ever close to me since..... I dun wan mention that name. Only gets me more upset abt the whole thing.
'6:53 AM♡.


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